chasing.the.track

the time comes when you have to stop, take a look and redraw the lines. i've got to make the choices, hard but for the best.
currently I have three sports running together. Track. Swimming. Synchro. technically track season is over for me, but i think that i should train more for that sport, otherwise i will never feel like i've truly explored my potential. and i dont want to crash at the hurdles like that again.
its hard to explain swimming, since synchro and swimming kinda go hand in hand. i dont want to stop synchro (nationals in april!!!) but to pursue track, i'll have to drop swimming, which could affect synchro. then again, i know i'll probably never truly make it in swimming, and i might have a better chance in track. swimming has lost a lot of what it used to mean to me, but i dont think i can really let it go.i suppose when you lose interest, you draw the line to stop there and then.
so with track 2 times a week, synchro 3 times, swimming 3 times, when the heck am i going to study????? thats kinda a big part of the whole equation.
i guess swimming will have to go, unless i can still juggle everything AND do well in school.

life is made of choices, but no one said it was going to be so hard.